stories mix posted on facebook
dec: tbt* at my age 21 to meet this spectacular 53 y.o. man was
THE BEST thing happened to me in Vienna* <3 my mentor Gunther
<3 he gave me all answers I needed/need to know for my whole
dec: and THIS is my aaaaalll time moooost favorite color for cars:
glamorous fabulous amaaaaaazing IVORY-WHITE :* <3 omg I loooove
that color for cars since foreeeeever and foreeeeever <3
dec: <3 it´s christmas time <3
I know I know I know that some of you are veeeery angry about
those streethustlers here in my hood. BUT please let me tell you,
that I see, that almost all of them wear the same cloths which
they wear two months ago! obviously they didn´t spend those
20 bucks and those phones which they stole out of your pockets
for the right things! it´s f*cking cold meanwhile here in
Berlin ... especially at night. they wear the same thin jeans
and the same thin jackets. they freeze! there exists the organisation
"Hilfe fuer Jungs" in Berlin which takes care of them.
if you have some warm cloths left please bring them there! Thank
How did Truman Capote say, when he talked about those two guys
who he visited in prison: "we were born in the same house,
but I left it through the main door and they left it through the
back door!" <= somehow I feel the same*
dec: Happy Birthday Brian <3
dec: am I the only one who watches facebook videos only some seconds
... till the ad comes ... and then switches to the next video?
dec: Diesen Sonntag gibt es etwas gaaanz besonderes in meinem
Atelier: die wunderbare, großartige Mona Lisa von Allenstein
wird ein einzigartige Adventslesung halten. Von mir gibt es dazu
selbstgebackene Kekse und natürlich Glühwein. Da die
Plätze hier begrenzt sind, bitte ich bei Interesse um Zusage
per PM an mich. Danke sehr! Ich freue mich* <3
dec: normally I don´t share such stuff, BUT T H I S version
of Dalida´s ´je suis malade´ is just AAAAMAZING
^^ ´Elle fait pleurer tout un pays avec sa voix!´
means: she makes a whole country cry with her voice! ... and YES!
I´m sure she did! <3 WHAT A STAR !!!
dec: <3 Berlin in oil on canvas <3
my new phantastic teacher for oil on canvas told me, that I need
an artist statement for my work. so far my philosophy was ´Art
Loves´, but I think, that is too much in general.
<3 Berlin in oil on canvas <3 ... and yes, with hearts <3
... fits perfect as artist statement for my work, because this
is what I do: I paint Berlin in oil on canvas ... even the abstract
paintings are at the end <3 Berlin in oil on canvas <3
dec: j´ai réalizé, que parler francais et
écouter la musique francais fait très bon pour ma
tete!^^* j´ai oublié beaucoup des mots. je comprends
mieux que je parle. et pour maintenant j´ecoute la musique
francais comme Dalida, Mireille Mathieu, ... j´aime bien
la langue francais <3 et j´adore Paris <3
dec: it´s the first time in my life that I know that I want
to do it forever ... for the rest of my life!
I did a looooot of wonderful things in my life, but always I knew
that all of those things I don´t want to do forever.
with the creation of paintings in oil on canvas everything became
different. THIS ... I want to do forever!
it feels like, that for the very first time I felt in love with
my own life <3
dec: perhaps you were wondering WHO my new phantastic teacher
for oil on canvas is!
it´s actually a whole group of phantastic teachers! some
of them belong to the best and most experienced painters on that
planet! they live in America, Asia, Australia, ... and OF COURSE
many of them have own youtube channels and are willing to share
their knowledge! I´m veeeeery thankful for that! and I belong
to their most interested students! because I want to paint <3
Berlin in oil on canvas <3 better and better and beeeeeetttttter!
<= this is the reason why I photographed the glamorous Berlin
since 2003. NOW I have to paint it!
OMG I LOOOOVE YOUTUBE! THIS is for me THE BEST ART UNIVERSITY
TO IMAGINE! <3
dec: My year 2017 was G R E A T <3
some of my HIGHLIGHTS 2017:
* Thank you Jose for creating a new tattoo on my body <3
* I´m very glad, that I could support ´Artcharity´
by Elledorado e.V. with one of my paintings <3
* renovated my whole flat from the floor to the ceiling. and renovated
a loooot more in my life <3
* visited my father in Augsburg <3
* I´m very glad, that I could support VelsPol with one of
my paintings <3
* being part of Rebecca Goyette´s ´Lobstaporn´
was suuuuperfun <3
* having a video installation of my paintings at < GEGEN FUTURE
> in KitKat Club was just amazing <3
* finding new owners for about 80 of my paintings at lesbian gay
streetparty was phantastic <3
* the photoshooting with wonderful Jaap de Jonge was awesome <3
* to be part of lovely Mika Minetti´s new book ´It
Happened In Berlin´ is fabulous <3
* being with one of my paintings in BLU magazine is wonderful
B I G THANK YOU to sensational friends, who made that year 2017
SUUUUPER FIERCE for me: Nathan Duc Koestlin <3 Florian Filtzinger
<3 Marco Klingberg <3 Pascual Jordan <3 Matt Lambert
<3 Francesco Macarone Palmieri <3 Frank Wilde <3 Ralf
Schlegel <3 and maaaaaany more <3
THANK YOU <3
I LOVE YOU <3
but this year isn´t over yet and one more HIGHLIGHT 2017
is going to happen this sunday in my studio: when fierce glamorous
Mona Lisa von Allenstein will do her reading "MEIN BERLIN
- ERLEBTES UND GELIEBTES" (in german language)
pls join this event* I´m sure it´s going to be FAAABULOUS*
dec: after watching about 50 !!! hours (and I´ve just started)
of ´how to paint in oil´ tutorials. One thing is for
sure: my future paintings will look different and hopefully ´better´,
but on the other side, another thing is for sure too: I´ll
never be able to create paintings as I did it in the past years.
paintings which I´ve created almost without having any knowledge.
But those past years are the basis of my future work, because
I´ve created my own style. and now with this new knowledge
... I´ve to find a new way which combines everything together.
I´m excited already!^^
and now I continue watching the next youtube video ... named ´REMBRANDT
FOR BEGINNERS´ =D :* <3
pls stay tuned!*
dec: with that hood in front of my balcony ... I never feel lonely*
I <3 my famous infamous hood* :* <3
dec: a painter´s homework ´doodles´ " ...
the creation of doodles has the meaning to train the connection
between eyes - brain - hand ... doodles aren´t sketches
or drawings. doodles are doodles ... and aren´t meant to
be shown to anyone" <= okokok* this is the official description.
I doodle passing by people, which gives me between 5 to 10 seconds
for one doodle and many of them I try to create with looking as
less as possible on the paper. it´s about to concentrate
on the person I´m looking at. these are my first doodles
and yes! I love my new homework* <3 I think they look funny*
:) :* <3
dec: the best art teachers ... by far ... in the internet ...
are Americans in America!!!
Germany and all other countries on that planet were really missing
in the past years HOW TO BE FOCUSED ON QUALITY !
I´m veeeery glad, that I may reach through youtube the
wisdom of those art teachers in America !
they make me grow*
thank you a lot*
dec: hahaha :) my father just sent me all those mini me pictures
which I´ve never seen before* my parents never hit me, so
I think that black thing close to my eyes happened from playing
in the forest non-stop*
dec: wenn ich Berichte von Kunstmessen à la Art Basel Miami
usw. sehe, flutscht mir immer sofort das Wort "Bastelverein"
in den Kopf =D
dec: heute <3 Mona Lisa von Allenstein LIVE <3 Lesung ´MEIN
BERLIN - ERLEBTES UND GELIEBTES´ Diese heutige Adventslesung
kann ich allen ans Herz legen! Diesem einmaligen Ereignis sollte
man unbedingt beiwohnen! Für Kurzentschlossene bitte eine
kurze PM an mich! Meine Ateliertüre öffnet sich um 17
Uhr und die Lesung beginnt um 18 Uhr. Ich freue mich schon sehr!
dec: also ich wär´ dann soweit* <3 ... bereit für
die Lesung ´MEIN BERLIN - ERLEBTES UND GELIEBTES´
von Mona Lisa von Allenstein <3 ... für all jene welche
diesen Namen noch nie gehört haben: die wundervolle Mona
gehört bestimmt zu den wundervollsten und liebevollsten Menschen
in dieser großartigen Stadt Berlin* Es ist eine einmalige
Gelegenheit Mona in diesem Rahmen zu erleben. Alsoooo bevor Du
alleine zu Hause den 2. Advent verbringst ... mach Dich schnell
fertig und komm vorbei! Die Lesung beginnt pünktlich um 18
Uhr* <3 Bis gleich* <3 Ich freue mich* :* <3
dec: DANKE SEHR allerliebste <3 Mona Lisa von Allenstein <3
es war eine unvergessliche wunderschöne Adventslesung* <3
dec: <3 Hustlaball Berlin 2006 <3 I´m just going through
my 120 000 pictures archive of the glamorous zero years of Berlin^^
looking for pictures which I plan to paint in 2018* pictures which
I took and which reflect best <3 the glaaaamorous zero years
of Berlin <3
dec: *how to succeed as an artist*
okokok^^ meanwhile I´m getting veeeeery deeep into the
art videos on youtube! Paul Klein´s video with more than
350 000 views (and only 108 dislikes on it) is actually really
good! it shows me that I do a lot of things right and some things
not. BUT watching that sort of video ... shows me, that I REALLY
WANT TO SUCCEED AS AN ARTIST ^^ and as I promised it! I´m
working veeeeery hard on it, that this is going to happen! hopefully
dec: omg^^ thaaaat much new wisdom, knowledge and secrets for
oil on canvas, which I learned just from watching youtube videos!
YES! the old masters style is it what I´m focused on! I
want that my new paintings go in that direction ... combined with
my own style. That´s my plan!
pls stay tuned to see if it works out!
dec: okokok it´s MIDLIFE-CRISIS time for me^^ soon I´ll
turn 44 years old* pls does anyone has any advice how to handle
a goddamned Midlife-Crisis? *aaaarrghhhsss*
dec: just doing a superpower meditation ceremony* with Elemi (one
of the best ingredients to delete bad energies in the room you
live in), Perubalm (used by aztecs for healing the soul), Tonka
beans (supports financial success), White Sage (used by native
Americans, to bring clarity in someone´s life and protection
against bad energies)
THIS mixture is exactly what needed today* glamorous glitzy Cleopatra
would have looooved it* :) :* <3
dec: I <3 my famous infamous wonderful glitzy hood* <3
dec: SUPER MEGA GLAAAAMOUR <3 WHITE MUSTANG <3 ALAAAARM
in front of my balcony* =D :* <3
dec: so far I watched about 150 !!! youtube videos about ´how
to paint in oil on canvas´. 2 min till 3 hours videos. I
watched them in the past 3 weeks. I plan to watch some more within
the next week.
then I do a little christmas break. and then I hope that I feel
... to continue with creating new paintings ...
dec: Vorweihnachtszeit ... Zeit für mein aller aller aaaaaller
Was es ist ... (Erich Fried)
dec: I love BIG DREAMS for myself* such as: my fabulous photographies
of the Berlin´s glamorous zero years ... being painted in
a style of Caravaggio and Vermeer. I want to see my photographies
of you being painted that glitzy way! ... and because no one else
does it ... I have to ... and WANT TO DO IT! this awesome period
of time of Berlin should never be forgotten!
dec: BMW BMW Benz Benz BMW Benz ... I wanna see FERRARI !!! aaaand
LAMBORGHINI !!! in front of my balcony =D :* <3
dec: ´phthalo yellow green´ ´Alizarin crimson´
´asphaltum hue´ ... I looooove all those new maaaagic
words which I learn while watching non-stop youtube videos about
´how to paint in oil on canvas´ ... I think it´s
already more than 100 hours which I watched in the past three
weeks. a handful of videos are still on my list to watch ... aaaaaand
then I start to use my new knowledge ... with creating BRANDNEW
paintings in oil on canvas Patrick Bartsch style*
dec: Patrick Bartsch´s inner monologues: I´m
literally shocked! ... it feels like I woke up after a loooong
I created about 700 paintings in oil on canvas without having
any knowledge! literally, I had no idea what I do! ... all those
years since 2011, when I started to paint.
the first 500 paintings I created even on the floor ... till my
knees started to hurt that much, that I needed to learn to sit
and paint in front of an easel. Till today I don´t own a
painter´s palette. I blend my colors in little soya sauce
And THEN three weeks ago it happened: for the very first time
I wasn´t happy with a painting which I´ve created!
further more: I couldn´t find a way out to fix it and to
continue. This was the moment, when ... for the very first time
... I choose to watch a video on youtube about ´how to paint
in oil on canvas´. I was hoping to find an answer.
While watching that video ... I realized, that I listen to someone
who really knows what he´s talking about. So ... I watched
another video ... and another video ... and another video.
Within the past three weeks I watched more than 150 youtube videos
with an estimated lenght of more than 100 hours. I felt ... how
I was longing for wisdom! Hungry for knowledge! I paid attention
every minute watching those videos! It was phantastic!
Now I feel somehow ... ´newborn´ ... and finally ready
... to ´start´ to paint! :) :* <3
dec: ´learning the basics´ ... feels like being at
school again* :) :* ... I <3 those sensational fabulous youtube
dec: Leonardo da Vinci and I ... we have the same technique to
OMG^^ CAAAN´T BELIEVE IT! ... but it´s true: Leonardo
da Vinci blended his colors directly on the painting ... and I
do it the same way!
the opposite is for example Rembrandt: he blends his colors on
a painter´s palette and you can see the brush stroke on
on Leonardo da Vinci´s paintings and also on my paintings
you can´t see the brush strokes.
I felt always weird with having my technique, because everyone´s
knowledge is: to have a painter´s palette and blend THERE
to find the right color. I don´t even own a painter´s
But since yesterday I know that Leonardo did it the same way.
... and that fact feels veeeery good. Now I don´t feel lonley
anymore with my techique* <3
dec: dear diary*
oil on canvas, classic music & muay thai fights
my life feels like a movie. I live that life, because this is
the movie I want to see*
in those days before christmas I spend most of the time to improve
my painting skills. inbetween I listen to classic music ... prefered
Beethoven, Chopin, Smetana, ...
and then I love to watch muay thai fight videos. I watch them
almost every day. I love to see fights between two men and one
of them wins. those fights seem to be wild, but they follow strict
rules. I love that fact! my actual favorite fighter is Superbon.
I follow him since some years and right now he became number one.
dec: winter ... cold ... dark ... some days before christmas:
the perfect time for another ceremony with dragon blood (the ultimate
resin for love <3 being in love with the universe, being in
love with others and being in love with oneself), Copal blanco
(used by Aztecs and Mayas; connects the soul with the universe),
Styrax (already used in old Egypt; perfect to relax) and eucalyptus
leaves (for cleaning process and concentration)
dec: ^^ WOW ^^ feels like christmas* right now the unwrap the
freeeeesh renovated oooold braaaandnew building on the other side
of my balcony* GLAAAMOROUS* :* <3
dec: OOOH* btw* did I mention already, that Leonardo da Vinci
and Patrick Bartsch have the same technique to paint in oil*
yesterday I needed to screeeaaaam out loud that fact several
times in my studio* =D :* <3
the thing is, that I thought for yeeeeaaars, that I do something
´wrong´ with blending the colors directly on the painting
(and not as usual on a painter´s palette). with the insight
that Leonardo did it the same way ... I got the proof, that nothing
is ´wrong´ with my technique to paint ...
I´m veeeery happy and excited now*
dec: those burn incense ceremonies are very helpful to handle
those evenings before christmas ...
today I did another one with: amber (against restlessness and
sadness) Opoponax (brings you back on the ground <= hahaha
=D that´s really what I need today*) Yerba Santa (healing)
and sandalwood (protection)
... when the internet started I got invited to the backroom of
the university in Vienna. I remember how some ´freak´
friends of mine wanted to show me something ´new´.
I was always interested in new stuff ... and an internet currency
is the logical FUTURE ^^ ... and I´m starting to get interested
in it! so far the whole Bitcoin thing seems veeeery complicated
to me ...
right now I watched my first bitcoin video titled ´The
Best Documentary Ever - The Bitcoin Phenomenon´
after watching it I still don´t understand it how it works!
but I´m interested and open to it ...
dec: another goal for me for 2018: I want to accept Bitcoin to
buy Patrick Bartsch paintings* <= I think, that´s a GREAT
just need to figure out how to make that happen. so far I have
no idea ...
dec: Dieter Padar ist ein ganz besonderer und lieber Mensch <3
Ich schätze seine Engagements sehr! Wie z. B. seine gestrige
Mitarbeit bei Frank Zander´s Weihnachtsessen für Obdachlose!
Bei der Fertigstellung seines Portraits habe ich heute all mein
neues Wissen über die Malerei in Öl auf Leinwand einfließen
lassen und es war mir eine besonders große Freude dieses
Portrait zu gestalten! Danke sehr lieber Dieter* <3
dec: and there it is: finished after one year of renovation! it´s
not overpainted! they created the whole stucco new! that´s
phantastic! why they don´t do it with eeeeevery building
loooove my new glitzy glamorous fabulous neighbour building <3
dec: my most favorite word 2017 is ´swarm intelligence´
thank you swarm* :* <3
dec: ´Patrick Bartsch ... the toddler
OH, this was fast, that I was able to match my first years of
painting in oil on canvas: those years were nothing else than
my ´toddler period´ as painter. this period describes
exactly the time between 2011 - nov. 2017. those 700 paintings
are characterized by being created wild, free, excessive and with
a loooot of visible ´mistakes´. in one word: exactly
what a toddler does! crawling around on the floor and just doing!
so ... Picasso had his ´blue period´ and I have now
my ´toddler period´!
and with my new knowledge after watching 100 hours youtube videos
about ´how to paint´ ... now I reached definitively
the next level ... which means: finally I begin to walk as painter*
thank you Nathan Duc Koestlin for your wise comment which one
gave me the insight of where I am:
"A young infant rolls, a toddler crawls, and at one point
begins to walk. After mastering these beginning steps can one
begin to run. Then one day comes the real magic when you take
a leap of faith and leap into the air- weightless you learn to
dec: BREAKING NEWS^^* ab jetzt ist mein BITCOIN account aktiv!
Das Erwerben von Patrick Bartsch Gemälden ist somit jetzt
auch mit BITCOIN möglich* Ich freue mich sehr* :) <3
besonderen Dank an Julian Nicolas
Für umfassende Beratung in Sachen Bitcoin, Kauf, Einrichtung
der Wallets, Sicherheitsfragen und Anlagemöglichkeiten steht
er euch gern zur Verfügung. Ihr könnt ihm via PM schreiben.
dec: the terrible facebook effect
every year ... since I moved into my flat in 2004 ... ... about
one or two weeks before christmas ... I did a walk ... with some
little boxes filled up with my homemade christmas cookies ...
I went in all those shops where I go to shop the whole year ...
... where people are working who have been nice to me for the
whole year ... I wished them a wonderful christmas time and said
´thank you´ ... ... this year ... today ... I realized
that I forgot to do it ... for the first time ... I realized how
´busy´ I was ... especially with being online on facebook
... yes! I want to blame it on facebook ... which made me forget
about the people around in my hood ... :(
dec: classic music
I knew it all my life ... that sooner or later the day will come,
when classic music becomes the most important music in my daily
already as little kid I took piano classes and therefor got introduced
in the music of Mozart, Bach, Tchaikovsky, ... This influence
was very important for me! I had a great teacher who knew it how
to make little kids being interessted for ´The Moldau´,
´Die Forelle´, ´The Magic Flute´, ...
also those moments when I worked in the Grand Hotel Vienna and
had the possiblity to meet classic music legends such as Pavarotti,
Carreras, Domingo, Barenboim, ... had a strong impact on me.
music created by an orchestra with up to 100 !!! musicians is
the most ultimative possible experience! classic music is very
difficult to handle! It needs to be a strong person to manage
it to be awake for a whole concert! people who can´t handle
it: fall asleep or leave such concerts.
At home it was actually very rare, that I listened to classic
music, but it became more and more within the past years. since
some weeks I reached that moment, which I was waiting for since
a loooong time. Classic music is now the most listened music in
my privacy. Classic music is now the music which I appreciate
the most and need to fill up empty spaces within my soul.
dec: hey to aaaalllll my wonderful capricorn family <3 good
news* our new year 2018 starts TODAY and our next 3 years will
be FAAAABULOUS* :* <3
dec: OH, btw* did I mention already, that JESUS IS CAPRICORN*
=D :* <3 Merry Christmas to eeeeeeeveryone* <3 Merry Christmas
to aaaaallllll my stunning, lovely, great amazing, glitzy facebook
friends* <3 LOOOVE YOU ALLLL* <3
dec: soundtrack of the day <3 MERRY CHRISTMAS <3
dec: Patrick´s christmas story: <3
the heart surgeon <3
at age 20 I worked in Lech am Arlberg ... a famous ski region
in Austria. I worked there because I wanted to ski there and the
perfect solution for me was to be there for a whole winter. when
perfect weather and perfect snow conditions did exist ... I enjoyed
having long ski-runs*
I was fine with working there in a hotel. I worked as waiter and
of course I had to work on christmas eve too. we had great guests
in our hotel. they have been all very nice to me ... especially
on christmas eve. one family came from Italy: mother, father and
two children. they talked with me sometimes and I loved to listen
to their stories. they told me that the father was a specialist
for heart transplantations and therefor they have only a certain
radius of how far they can travel, because any time the phone
of the father could ring and he has to return to the clinic immediatly.
christmas eve looked perfect in Lech am Arlberg! endless wonderful
fresh snow, beautiful decoration everywhere. also the christmas
meal in the restaurant of our hotel was perfect. candle lights
eeeeeverywhere, a huge, rich decorated christmas tree and everyone
in a silent, peaceful mood.
the serving of the christmas meal has just started, when the phone
of the heart surgeon rang. he picked up the phone, stood up from
the table and without having any delay ... he left the hotel.
he went back to his clinic in Italy to save someone else´s
life by transplanting a new heart ... on christmas eve.
dec: for sure MY BEEEEEST CHRISTMAS PRESENT 2017 ... to announce,
that there will be the exhibition ´Patrick Bartsch - Oil
& Canvas´ in glaaamorous faaabulous ´The Ballery´
in january 2018* eeeeeveryone is welcomed :* <3
dec: this text by ´The Ballery´
warms my heart during this year´s holiday season* <3
On Friday 12th January, The Ballery in Schöneberg invites
you to the opening of the exhibition 'Oil & Canvas' by artist
Patrick grew up deep in the Black Forest in a village called
"Schluchsee". In 2003 he moved to Berlin and achieved
success as a provocative Berlin scene photographer under the guise
In recent years Patrick has been making notable progress with
oil on canvas paintings. For those who have been following Patrick
over the years it is clear that Patrick is evolving his own very
special style of painting. With this exhibition 'Oil & Canvas'
The Ballery is excited to present a reflective and very 'Berlin'
collection of works by this very empathic artist.
This exhibition will run for two weeks and will close with a
finissage on 27th January.
dec: <3 Thank You 2017 <3 around 160 new paintings in oil
on canvas I created in 2017*
dec: <3 Thank You 2017 <3
2017 was a ´hard year´ for me! hard but good!
since I decided to live sober in september 2016... my whole year
2017 was packed with the renovation of almost every part of my
life ... ... 2017 was most of all a year of ´standing up
again´ ... standing up again with my own life!
after the hardest work was done in 2017 .... I´m suuuuuper
excited for an eeeeeaaaaasy 2018*
dec: to all Rachmaninoff specialists:
just realized that the instrumental version of ´all by
myself´ is on ´the best of Rachmaninoff´. <=
this means that Rachmaninoff is the original composer of ´all
by myself´ ... right!?
dec: my dear perverse aunt ...
... your uneducated words are still hammering in my head! ...
you mean ballet is perverse, because the dancers wear thight pants!
pls let me tell you my opinion: ballet is the ultimative evolution
of ´how to have his own body under control´! ballet
dancers reached the highest point possible to lead their bodies
... inclusive face expressions!
this sort of art is accepted since hundreds of years as one of
the most appreciated arts! and you dear perverse aunt ... how
could you even dare to tell the people around you, that ballet
is perverse!? I think it´s you who is perverse! your thoughts
guess what: today I´m watching ´Swan Lake - The Kirov
Ballet´ for the very first time in my life! I enjoy the
amazing music, the phantastic costumes, the unique dancing skills,
... and it´s absolutly fabulous!
and btw: did I mention already, that Tchaikovsky was gay*
dec: if you read this, then I want to let you know you 3 things:
1st: THANK YOU that you didn´t unfollow me during 2017!
I know how expressive, sometimes rough, sometimes for sure annoying
my postings here on facebook have been! Sorry for that!
2nd: in 2018 my postings here on facebook will be more easy and
relaxed! I promise! ... and further more: YES! I will try not
to post thaaaat much*
3rd: I LOVE YOU <3
<3 HAPPY NEW YEAR 2018 <3
jan: yesterday evening I went to bed at 8 p.m. ... but couldn´t
fall asleep ... because it was veeeery loud outside on the street
in front of my balcony!
new year´s eve 2017 I didn´t feel to go outside ...
because: too loud ... too much action ... too cold ... too many
drunk people ... <= I just didn´t feel, that I wanted
to handle all that. so I was walking around non-stop in my flat
... between eating something out of the fridge ... laying on the
couch ... and looking out through my windows what´s going
on in front of my balcony.
this year´s new years eve I was happy just with myself and
having a flat I love to live in.
I feel very relaxed and wish my whole year 2018 will go on like
but tonite definatly I´ll go to bed at 8 p.m. ... because
I love to wake up early ... best at 6 a.m. or earlier ... having
a wonderful day with a loooot of day light ... and the creation
of new paintings*
jan: ´the old man and my painting´
some days ago an old man came here to visit me. he bought one
of my paintings ... last summer at the lesbian gay streetparty.
the old man wanted to meet me and talk with me. he told me, that
the painting, which shows two young men (painted in silver and
blue) who sit on an old tree, ... hangs on the wall next to his
I told him some more details about the painting ... such as,
that it´s based on a photography which I took on a little
lake on Teufelsberg and that it´s actually part of a whole
photostory. he was very interested in knowing more about the painting,
which one he sees almost every day, when he sits next to it and
I love such stories! when I create paintings, then I do it only
when I feel good. I try to create some kind of magic ... good
magic in them. ... and then when my paintings are done ... then
I let them go ... to unknown journeys ...
jan: this is how it looks like when I paint those days* wearing
a scarf, a warm leather jacket, warm shoes, ... I paint with open
windows, that´s like sitting outside for several hours*
jan: absolut faszinierend!
den Namen Vera F. Birkenbihl kannte ich bis vor drei Tagen nicht!
... und jetzt kann ich nicht anders als mir einen Vortrag von
ihr nach dem anderen auf youtube anzusehen!
eine großartige Frau!
jan: ´not impossible´
to paint someone´s eyes is the most difficult! <= they
to paint someone´s teeth is the most difficult! <= they
to paint someone´s skin is the most difficult! <= they
to paint someone´s hands is the most difficult! <= they
okokok! I got it: it´s difficult! ... but I´m veeeery
glad that no one said ´it´s impossible´!
I´m fine with ´the most difficult´!
jan: NEWS OF THE DAY: JUSTIN BIEBER IS A PAINTER NOW TOO^^ ...
and I loooove it* <3 because: eeeeverybody who wants to paint
should paint! <3
jan: ´war - refugees´
one of my friends ... an around 55 y.o. family father ... comes
directly from Mosul in Iraq. sometimes we talk about war ... and
then he tells me stories about it. recently he told me about those
areas, where destroyed buildings are and it´s almost impossible
to go there, because of the smell! ... the smell of dead bodies
who are still laying under the bombed buildings.
the way he tells me those tragic stories is very important for
me! his face expressions and how he uses words to describe something.
... and I realized: exactly THIS I miss in public! I miss refugees
to tell their stories in public discussions, on television, in
radio, in schools, ...
I remember when I was a little kid at school, when a holocaust
survivor came to us and told us about his life.
refugees in Germany and all over the world need to get a BIGGER
and LOUDER VOICE! because this makes people understand why they
left their countries!
jan: hello Porsche* THAT monstrosity car in front of my balcony
looks T E R R I B L E ! you are not like Rolls Royce to have the
knowledge how to create a HUGE car looking great^^ better stay
at creating smaller size FAAAAAST CARS! <= THIS is what we
expect and what we looooove ... when it´s about a glitzy
glamorous fabulous Porsche <3