mix posted on facebook:
oct: bald is´s soweit* und ich freue mich jetzt schon auf
Ralf Schlegel´s ´Szenen Berlins´ - poetische
oct: what a beautiful heartbreaking picture
... everyone who knows X-Japan, Yoshiki, Hide, Visual Kei, ...
will understand that* ... and to everyone else: GET THOSE STORIES
^^ it´s worth it*
oct: I love the magic of an unfinished painting ... watching just
oct: .... aaaaand for today: *** BIENENSTICH *** ... I don´t
know the english word for that cake ... perhaps cream cake with
oct: most of my paintings are not created for a decorative purpose.
my paintings tell stories ... real stories which happened in Berlin
in the past 12 years.
there exist enough designers which create art as kind of decoration.
and I want to do something different. I love Berlin and live here
since 2003. those colorful glamorous years should be always remembered:
Berlinale, parties, concerts, CSD, openings, people, animals and
I started as photographer, which carved my way in that direction.
Manet, van Gogh, Nolde, Warhol, ... they all worked as witness
of a time period ... and I want to be with them in a row ... (not
more and not less. ... I know that I have BIIIIIIG GOALS ... but
I only live once*)
oct: the creation of magic backgrounds continues ... ^^* the size
of the canvases are constantly growing ... meanwhile I feel comfortable
working with size 120 x 100
oct: wednesday 28th october ... full moon:
at the moment I work on paintings not every day. I reached my
goal for that year already ... to create every months minimum
10 paintings ... this year there exist more than 140 new paintings
I will go to bed now and prepare myself to continue on paintings
tomorrow. I need to be relaxed for that action. working on portraits
is the most intimate process, which I ever realized. I´m
literally touching every centimeter of someone´s body. with
the brush ... I touch ... I create someone´s eyes ... someone´s
nose ... someone´s lips ... someone´s hands ... someone´s
feet ... someone´s skin.
this intimate process needs every energy possible, which I´m
able to screw out of myself.
I love everyone created on my paintings*
have a good night everyone <3
oct: the magic of working on background continues* BTW: when you
know how to paint and/or draw ... and you are interested in teaching
that to me .... PLS DO IT! :*
oct: Patrick´s vision for the near future:
okokok, at the moment, when we watch the news, then it´s
all about ´Islam against Christianity´ and ´Germans
against Refugees´ and ´Bavarians against the rest
of Germany´ and and and . it´s obviously, that some
serious crashes will happen in Germany in near future. But what
is it for?
Answer: first of all: we should be busy enough, for not thinking
about fighting against the Elite. because they have some plans
for us: right now: no one is talking about those little micro
chips which exist and can be put under everyone´s skin.
when the disaster is big enough in Germany, then they will offer
us those micro chips as solution. with those micro chips under
everyone´s skin, everyone can be hold ´under control´.
then it makes no difference if there live 90 mio people in Germany
or 150 mio or 200 mio or more. from economic view: the more people
are here to ´work´ ... the better it is. I mean: China
allows now, that families can have 2 children. <= that means
that Europe really has to think about it, how stay in any competition
with China and other areas, such as India, America, ...
those millions refugees are needed in Europe, BUT everyone has
to be under control. we are not useful for the economy, when we
´slaughter´ eachother. we have to work ... and those
micro chips in combination with all that other stuff, such as
cameras everywhere, of course internet with facebook, and and
and . What I mean is: BE PREPARED!
the future will be soon our every day´s reality ... and
I will be part of that.
nov: (Renate Künast) okokok ... kann passieren, daß
man Lincoln mit Washington verwechselt! aaaaaaber in ihrem Falle,
geht das GARNICHT °° ... und JA! ich habe 300 der über
1500 Kommentare gelesen und dabei gelacht
... und demnächst lasse ich mich auch mal vor VAN GOGH´S
MONA LISA fotografieren
nov: almost finished: the double painting portrait ... titled
´DON´T FUCK WITH ME´ ... and YES! it´s
nov: that moment, when the FIRST LOVE of your life (actually the
BIGGEST LOVE of my life) is P O K I N G here on facebook after
20 !!! years ...
since about 7 years every sunday evening I take the underground
at the same time from Nollendorfplatz in direction Hermannplatz
... to go to the club named ´Ficken3000´
about 4 years ago I realized that also a woman is waiting for
the same underground every sunday evening. a beautiful woman with
blond hairs, green eyes and age 70.
I started talking with her. she was working in a shop at Nollendorfplatz
and was on her way home ... every sunday evening. in all those
years we celebrated our very special underground friendship. we
laughed together, we discussed, we appreciated eachother. she
told me stories about her childhood, her family, the Berlin 50
years ago, ... I looked in her wonderful smiling eyes, when she
told me, that she becomes grandma for the very first time. she
told stories about the birth of that baby. she showed me pictures
and short movies on her phone. she told about her garden ... in
winter ... in sping ... in summer and in autumn.
I enjoyed it ... spending about 30 minutes with her in the underground.
... before I entered the wild nightlife in Ficken3000.
yesterday she told me, the it will be the last time, that we
spend time together in the underground, because she stops working
at Nollendorfplatz. I was very sad about those news and realized,
that we never introduced eachother and that I even never knew
her name. before we said good-bye ... we told eachother our names
... for the very first time. her name was Karin
nov: Berlin Schöneberg 3rd november 2015
today it was the first time, that I saw how 2 police men pointed
their guns on someone. that ´someone´ was a young
guy ... perhaps 20 years young. he was high on dr*gs since some
days&nights. I saw him several times, when I looked out of
today in the afternoon: I heard him screaming around on the street
for about 20 minutes ... he was looking for fights with some of
his ´friends´. suddenly one police car came and 3
police men (acutally it were 2 police women and one police man)
jumped out of the car. they stood about two meters away from that
young guy and pointed their guns in direction of his body.
I was completly shocked, because I have never seen something
like that before. I knew that every second could change the situation
and perhaps they would have shot him ... in front of my eyes.
after some seconds they overpowered that guy. it looked like,
as if he had a weapon too. this would explain the first reaction
of the police.
later several more police car came and an ambulance.
I was happy that nothing ´more´ happened. but it
made me realize, that times are changing and are becoming more
nov: I LOOOVE THAT GUY
OMG* THE MAN OF MY DREAMS
he deserves eeeeevery support:
"The extreme taboo and harsh criticism of living a same-sex
lifestyle, especially as an African- American male, makes it hard
to be completely honest and comfortable within yourself,"
says Yusaf Mack.
nov: pls find my little ´My perfect Schöneberg weekend´
tour in the new issue of Exberliner magazine ... on page 28*
nov: ooooh* just need to share that, because I loooove the beauty
of a naked woman
... and YES! I SHOULD PAINT THEM TOO ... :* (Nu Couché)
nov: * booooored *
perhaps I should lay in my bed and discuss the bored situation
with my pillow*
nov: today: *** SUPERPOWER MARZIPAN CAKE Lübeck style ***
nov: Patrick´s inner monologues:
me asking: "where would you put yourself as painter?"
me answering: "somewhere between Nitsch, van Gogh, Picasso
nov: * life is a journey *
the older I become, the more I understand what THAT PHRASE means
nov: * being lucky *
in the past weeks ... some amazing wonderful great things happened
that much beautiful ... I even didn´t dream about it before.
right now I´m in a process where I have to learn to accept
that. to accept that life is good to me ... that life wants me
... that life loves me ... that life has saved some wonderful,
good presents for me.
in the past I could more accept bad things. because that many
bad things happened to me, that I got used to it. I could handle
much better bad things happening to me, than good things. I was
even afraid from good things ... and always thought, that something
has to be ´wrong´ with good things happening to me.
it´s a way to go ... to realize ´good things´
as ´good things´ ... 100 percent.
it´s a way to go ... to enjoy ´good things´
and accept them without any doubts.
* being lucky * is now allowed to me*
nov: * Gunther my mentor *
the most important reason, why I live my life the way how I live
it ... is Gunther. he teached me everything. 2 years ago ... on
9th november 2013 ... my mentor left this world.
nov: Brian did a loooot of collaborations with AWESOME FIERCE
artists. one of those is Greta Frau. pls come and see the artwork
´The Five SenseS´. I never saw those movies before,
but people who watched them already told me, that they are AAAAAAAWESOME
^^ ... I also can´t wait to see them on 27th november at
nov: the ´WHATEVER´ painting
it´s a BIG honor to me, that I may support the YO! SISSY
many performers and friends from that festival ... I got to know
because of Brian-Tennessee Claflin . he was friends with them
some of my paintings reflect American culture in Berlin. Brian
used to say many times ´WHATEVER´ and ´performed´
that word while saying it.
this painting supports now the YO! SISSY festival.
pls please PLEEEEEAAAASE find the painting at that link and get
nov: and again I felt in love with a guy
I almost can´t sleep
I´m not interessted in eating
I think non-stop about that person
... THAT´S ANNOYING *AAARRGGGHHHHSSSS*
and it´s already the 4th time this year
and I´m still single *hhhmmmpppffff*
nov: it´s a BIG painting of Isa Genzken hanging in my display
window now* ... Isa deserves that place
when you pass my studio/flat pls take a look at that glitzy painting*