mix posted on facebook:
july: my hood
isn´t it beautiful here ... in the middle of Berlin ...
oooooh, and yes, it belongs to the most dangerous places in Berlin
Brian inside of me
I went out yesterday ... visiting my neighbours in the redlight
area ... and somehow I was frightened that someone could steal
the money out of my pockets (as it happened already twice) ...
... while thinking about where to put my money ... somehow I heard
Brian´s voice inside of me ... saying "put the money
in your socks ... there where I always did hide my money"
... and I did it that way
... and at the same time being happy to realize that Brian is
always there for me when I need him and his advice
Brian my love forever <3
july: Patrick loves
in Berlin * ... if there is anyone named ´a modern Mozart´
... then it is him: YOSHIKI ^^ what a life ^^ what an artist ^^
what a genius ^^ I
july: .... aaaand this is Roman ... THE FIRST LOVE OF MY LIFE
... it happened about 20 years ago ... HE IS STILL HOT
july: find the mistake:
european politicians earning more than 16 000 euro a month ...
tell people in Greece (and not just there!) that they have to
life with about 250 euro a month
.... aaaaaaaand pleeeaaaase don´t try to argue with: that
policitians work more ...
july: ICKYparty ^^
just bringing myself in the right mood for tooooonite´s
GLAM ICKYparty ^^
with MILVA and the song ´I AM THE MAN WHO LOVES YOU
see you laaaater :*
july: (zum Kulturschutzgesetzesentwurf) ... dumm ... dümmer
... am dümmsten ... ... dieser Gesetzesentwurf spiegelt das
Verantwortungslose Egoistische Weltfremde Handeln der Deutschen
Bundesregierung wieder! OH BUNDESREGIERUNG ICH HABE DICH SOWAS
... ABER AUCH SOOOOWAS VON SATT !!!
july: OMG O M G FOODPORN *** Veal Escalope with mushrooms, onions
and baked potatoes *** OH YES! it makes a different: the BIG veal
escalope fresh from the market ... he said: it´s bio and
it costs 10 euro´
I could neeever afford to eat that in a restaurant ... but sometimes
I need to feel ´special´
... and that is the reason, that I cook such stuff ... just for
buuuuUUUT: of course: BOYFRIEND NEEDED IN THA HOUSE OF PATRICK
july: the technic of paintings of Patrick Bartsch look similar
to the paintings of Gerhard Richter, BUT it´s actually complete
different, because Richter works on the colors ... and I go UNDER
the colors ...
july: Happy Birthday
... I was 15 years young when I was standing in front of that
painting ... it seemed to me as a door to ´another world´
... a door I wanted to pace too* ... a world I wanted to be part
july: today I reached painting number 82 ... this project ´100
paintings within 100 days´ is my way of ´running a
marathon´ ... I learn ... I practice ... I feel joy ...
and most of all: I am thankful to those collectors who bought
and reserved paintings from that serie ... you tell me to continue
... to run ... to paint ... till the goal is reached *THANK YOU*
july: you haven´t watched it yet!? ... YOU SHOULD WATCH
THAT VIDEO ! ... I watched it already twice and it still makes
me learn ... learn to appreciate life ... learn to love
I LOVE CAITLYN <3
july: anyone who is coming here today ... pls could bring a package
of Marlboro for me* ... Thank You
heart emoticon :*
july: I think I think I think ... thaaat I found SOMEONE
... in the past months I saw him sometimes ... aaaand yesterday
we talked to eachother for the first time ... and he likes me
TOO *WHOOOOHOOOO* ... he is a BEAUTY ... a HOTTIE from Lithuania
... we will meet eachother again
... it looks like that I found that someone I was looking for
since the past weeks :)
july: Patrick´s inner monologues: ´ ... it was the
expression in his (my new boyfriend´s) eyes, which fascinated
me, when he looked at my wall full of paintings and saying no
word. obviously he didn´t expect that ... and obviously
he liked what he saw.
and yesterday night when he was here, then we talked to eachother
again. he told me about his life ... when he lived as graffiti
artist in the streets of Riga/Latvia
we found something more which connects us.´
OMG I AM IN LOVE WITH THAT GUY <3
july: it´s a book ... IT´S A BOOOOK ... *WOW* a REAL
HANDMADE BEST QUALITY 48pages BOOK ... named ´Into The Flat´
about the life and work of the artist Patrick Bartsch ... a book
created by stunning artist Mati Lempart ... for the Academy of
Arts in Karlsruhe (Staatliche Akademie der Bildenden Künste
july: * Artists in Berlin * ... OH look to whom I did run in today*
... at Hermannplatz in Neukölln ... Patrick loves
Janne Räisänen <3
july: falling in love ... again
it is here again ...
... the feeling of ... that I found someone ´special´
in that 7,125 billion people world.
it is here again ...
... that time ... when I wait for someone.
I am not in a hurry anymore ... I stopped being in a hurry 18
years ago. I lost my first love because of that: ... being in
a hurry too much ... putting someone under pressure. I promised
to myself that I would never do it again.
it is here again ...
... that time when I stay relaxed at home. laying in bed and just
dreaming. there is no need anymore to run from bar to bar, from
party to party, getting out of control, just because of being
in search for someone.
it is here again ...
that natural smile in my face :)
july: ´anonymous warning´
yesterday I found a letter in my post office box: a warning concerning
a person in my milieu. an ´anonymous warning´
´Thank You´ to that person who did all that work
for sending me that letter ... I really appreciate your worry
but I just can write and say: people warned me non-stop because
of other people in my milieu ... especially about those successful
and/or famous and/or rich people in my milieu
I never took care about those warnings ... I have just no time
for such things
when I meet people then I want to get to know them ... and to
warn me about someone makes that person even more interessting
but whatever: the today´s painting number 90 from the serie
´My Life´ is dedicated to you ... to you ´Mr.
july: btw: the last 10 paintings of the serie ´My Life´
100 paintings within 100 days´ will be a countdown ...
... yesterday the countdown startet with ´ten´ ...
today the spiritual meaning of the number 9 is ´whatever´
... tomorrow there will be the infinity sign for ´8´
... and the last 7 days will be a surprise ^^* pls enjoy it :)
july: ooooh today´s painting became ugly ...
... sometimes I like to create ugly bad paintings :)
july: *inner monolgue*
it´s about making it! ... it is a very hard and very difficult
project. I expected it that way!
with projects I was always good to start, but never good with
finishing something. and this is the point where I am right now.
I feel as if can´t do it anymore ... I feel as if I need
a break. it´s a fight with my psychologic conditions.
right now it´s just about ´surviving´ the project
... to bring those 100 paintings within 100 days to an end.
it´s a fight ... it´s my fight ... a symbolic fight,
which is symbolising ´My Life´
july: *** the N E W Berlin *** means: yesterday someone offered
me ´some 10 000 euros´ cash, when I go out of my flat.
it was a serious offer ... I know that millionaire guy since many
THEY WANT MY FLAT *AAAARRRGHHHSSSSS* ... BUT I WANT MY MY MY MYYYY
FLAT TOO ^^*
july: luxury babe Patrick needed some *** Wild White Halibut with
baked potatoes *** THAT WAS GOOOOOOD ^^ that white fish from KaDeWe
(I paid 14 euro) *MMMMYUUMMMYYYY =P
july: I´m hungry ... I´m veeeery hungry ... those
days°° today *** beefsteak with russian chanterelles (Pfifferlinge)
and kraut and baked potatoes ***
july: R.I.P. ALEXANDER TIBURTIUS +++ OMG WHAT A SHOCK !!! Alexander
was an AMAZING FRIEND AND SUPPORTER of me and my art. he was ´my
art dealer´ ... how I always named him in a tender way.
I will always remember you as who you were
A STUNNING WONDERFUL LOVELY COLORFUL MAN
august: TONITE 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY ICKYparty ^^
THANK YOU Jared Abbott for giving to us those AAAAAAWESOME sunday
it´s THE BEEEEST PARTY IN BERLIN
see you aaaaaalllll tonite <3
august: R.I.P. Alexander Tiburtius
... my friend and ´my art dealer´ ... I miss you
august: it´s done*
my first painting marathon*
a lot happened in 100 days ... good days and bad days ... ups
of course I used that serie as kind of ´trainings camp´
... I checked out different techniques ... different color combinations
... did practice with ´how to paint bodies´ ... ´how
to paint nature´ ... ´how to use symbols and letters´
now I feel as if I need some days off, but I also can´t
wait to work on new paintings ... to use the experience from the
past 100 days
august: 7 paintings found new owners already ... and some other
paintings are reserved. that means 93 paintings are here for the
exhibition ´My Life ... 100 paintings within 100 days´
... so pls join the show this saturday here at the Open Studio
the exhibition looks veeeeery good ... it´s an early works
exhibition (I mean: I do that kind of paintings with oil on canvas
... just since 2 1/2 years ... I am still a beginner*)
see you on saturday
heart emoticon :*
august: Patrick´s inner monologues
´like a circle in a spirale´
I was young ... about 3 ... 4 ... 5 ... 6 years old. my mom worked
at home as tailor ... and I was sitting on the floor and did drawings
... drawings of pirate ships, animals, ...
with colored pencils and sheets of paper ... I was completly happy
I grew up ... went to school ... played with fire (literally)
... left my home to move to Paris ... and Vienna ... and Cologne.
I worked in Bars ... sold Jeans at GAP ... and tried to work as
model. I loved parties .... and dr*gs ... and women and men ...
and black and golden masks.
and now in the age of 41 ... after a looooong journey ... I realized
again that I need just some brushes and canvas ... for being completly
happy and satisfied
august: the new Roland Emmerich movie " Stonewall" ...
aaaaaand btw: we would and still do it: fight again and fight
again ... and fight again for OUR RIGHTS !
august: ´don´t be jealous´
since today I am the owner of a personal KaDeWe customer card