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^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ * Patrick Bartsch the living
dead * I was just laying in the bath and started to get in contact
with the soul of my mentor who died some weeks ago. It needs a
certain time to find a soul. --- in the age of 5 my cousin died
(he was 14 years young) and it was the first time that I was aware
of that, that I got in contact with his soul (till today), then
in the age of 9 my grandma died and it happened again; as teenager
I got together with other people - with soul to soul. meanwhile
it doesn´t matter if someone is dead or alive. by the way:
this is nothing *new* or *special* - old tribes, native Americans,
Aborigines,... do that kind of stuff since thousands of years.
--- I have a special relationship with the soul in my body: first
I shouldn´t have been born (too many medical complications)
and second: I shouldn´t have survived the first weeks of
my life (I got a full body blood change in the age of 2 weeks
- something quite new 40 years ago). means: I wouldn´t have
lived about 100 years ago - or even 50 years ago. my soul is in
that body here on that planet, because my family, the doctors,
the people who created those medical machines, ... wanted me to
have here. --- (THANK U I LOVE IT HERE) --- but I felt all my
life, that I am a kind of living dead - not really here on that
planet and not really away from that planet. the human body and
the universe are thaaat much complicated created and as much complicated
created is the soul. for me there is just ONE SOUL (or name it
energy) and we all share that soul and are part of that soul ---
and for that reason every part of that soul is able to get in
contact with another part of that one soul. thinking about that
has something to do with infinity (btw: the number *8* in my artist
name fantasy48) - but pls don´t think too much about infinity
- many people became crazy because of that. (NO. I am not crazy
- I don´t think too much about infinity - I just accept
infinity.) --- yeah, this was another short story - yes, I made
it short here, because I could write that much to fill a book
- perhaps I do it in some years ... but for now: I need to find
the soul of my mentor - I NEED HIM ^^
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ 2 weeks ago: my dad said "they
should build up Berlin as beautiful as it was before it got destroyed
... and when they don´t know how to do it, then they have
to learn it!" hahah my dad is fierce* ...and the other thing
my mom said "Patrick was always a dreamer." and I answered
"yes, and you can see now how far those dreams brought me!"
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ *many years ago I made the
decision, that I will not work for a company anymore - I had always
the fear that they are able to kick you out of the business -
after 10 or 20 or even more years. and then there is nothing left.
--- I don´t have a lot, but what I built up in the past
10 years - nobody is able to take away from me. I will always
have my mask(s) - I will always have my photographies and my paintings
and all other creative stuff I produced. my past years will never
be lost and that´s a damn good feeling --- and YES! for
me this is a kind of career
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ ´s Meinung zum CSD: Warum
nicht einmal im Jahr feiern, wofür man das ganze Jahr kämpft
!!!??? Umbenennung: Warum auch nicht! aber dann bitte mit NOCH
MEHR PARTY und NOCH MEHR GLAMOUR ... und deshalb schlage ich als
Namen vor " JUDY GARLAND FOREVER " ( wer es nicht weiß:
ihr Todestag war der Grund weshalb in New York die Stonewall Riots
entstanden sind.) *** Judy hätte es so gewollt, das wir feiern!
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ * JUSTIN BIEBER * ... just
watched some new videos of Justin - YES, I want to understand
the hype ... *hmmm* while dancing he has a little bit of the sex
object of a young Mick Jagger - he has of course Michael Jackson
as influence - BUT he reminds me most of the YOUNG MADONNA - the
voice of both isn´t really good, but Justin and Madonna
are: PERFORMER ... and GREAT ONES - he is always smiling and seems
always to be in a good mood --- I guess he will be on stage for
the next DECADES ... as Madonna did it *hhhhmmmmmppppffff* so
better be prepared *doublehhhmmmmppppfffff*
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ okokok I tell it right now:
I ordered a NEW GOLDEN MASK ^^ can´t wait ^^ it needs about
one week - I ordered it - as always - at a turkish female tailor
- as you know: turkish people & leather <= that works PERFECT
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ ´s Meinung zu "Stonewall"
und "Christopher Street": habe ich das also alles richtig
verstanden: Jahr 1969: Die Schwulen in New York City in der Bar
"Stonewall Inn" in der "Christopher Street"
wurden regelmäßig durch Polizeirazzien drangsaliert.
WAS HAT DAS BITTESCHÖN MIT HEUTE ZU TUN !!!??? in Deutschland
nämlich GARNICHTS! Die Schwulen in Deutschland kommen sehr
gut mit der Polizei klar. ... und deshalb: Wenn ein neuer Name
für den CSD her soll, dann BITTE G A N Z EIN NEUER !!! ...
und das bitte ganz ganz schnell!
meine, man muß doch auch mal ein bischen mit der Zeit gehen
und kann doch nicht immer in was-vor-50-Jahren-war steckenbleiben
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ there is nothing better then
having seeaaaahhhhxxxxs with a REAL BOXER =oP
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ just got today´s "Radio
Fritz Crown" hahahah =D they have every day the highnoon
talk and today it was about "10 YEARS FACEBOOK" I talked
about my friends from all around the world and the invitation
to the Open Studio every saturday ^^ Happy B-Day Facebook :)
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ Schluchsee - my home *it´s
weird - I haven´t been there since more then 14 years ...
and I have the feeling that it needs some more years till I will
go there again ...
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ to all collectors: I suggest
you: buy original stuff of Versace from the time he was alive:
china (not the new ones - the OLD ones), old cloths, old pillows,
and and and .... I think it is far toooo cheap at the moment and
it will be muuuuuuch more worth soooooon ^^
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ TONITE TONITE TONITE JOOOOOHN
WAAAATERS in Berlin at Sprüth Magers ^^ ... somehow feel
close to him ... using the name "The Emperor of Art"
and running around with a mask is BAAAAD TAAASTE TOOOO *HAHAHAHAHA
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ ´s thoughts
PUTIN - GAME OVER +++
Beginning: a political carreer built up by lies, corruption and
violence against the own people in a heavy way.
Russians: people had real hope in a NEW RUSSIA some years ago,
but Putin wasn´t able to satisfy those hopes.
the russians realized very soon that nothing has become "better".
Sacrifice: Putin needed to SACRIFICE some people (a very old political
strategy) and choose the gays. ... as victims! ... as BLOOD VICTIMS
for the people.
Result: NOW people and countries from all around the world solidariced
with the gays in Russia ... in a way Putin didn´t expect.
he lost the respect from the western world and step by step he
is loosing respect in his own country.
Over: the Winter Olympic Games in Sochi haven´t even started
and it is already to realize that the Games of Glamour "Czar"
Putin ARE already OVER, even before the games have started.
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ just watching the opening of
Berlinale at ZDF television --- THIS SHOW LOOKS AS WORST AS THE
MOST GERMAN ACTORS AND MOVIES ARE *hhmmmpppffff* ... some years
ago I worked at GAP and Anke Engelke was there many times with
her daughter and how we (yes, many of the people who worked there)
realized it, how she was pushing her (poor) daughter into a successful
life, was just worst to watch! Mrs. Engelke wasn´t that
funny nice person as she wants to be seen in Germany - she acted
like a MONSTER AS MOTHER. THIS woman is wrong in the position
of presenting the Opening Show of the Berlinale --- and YES, bad
haircut and bad outfit too.
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ okokok NOW I am into deeeep
trouble - ANNA NETREBKO is performing tonite in Sochi *should
I watch the opening or not or should I watch it or not * I mean
* I LOOOOVE <3 ANNA NETREBKO <3
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ Dear kids, when I was a kid,
we destroyed thousands of glass bottles in a factory and set contruction
sites on fire --- all of that was never dangerous - it was just
STUPID, BUT jumping around on a 650 !!!! meters !!!! building
is just .... OMG ... PLS HELP THOSE KIDS STAYING ALIVE !!!!! (comment
for the video Shanghai Tower Climbing)
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ ... when u take a look at the
photographies I took for many years, then u will realize, that
they look *different* ... the reason is simple: for many years
I was wearing the black leather mask while taking pictures (yes,
even on LIFEBALL, BERLINALE, concerts, clubs,... ) and many people
did a way of interacting with me, the mask and the camera. it
was a kind of *childish* game we played ... and I liked it a loooot
... especially about 8 years ago, when masks in public haven´t
been not at all *usual* :)
"diese" homophoben Menschen versuchen UNS SCHWULE wegzuleugnen
und wegzuwünschen. ABER das geht nun mal nicht, weil IHR
HETEROS (und ich liebe euch :*) uns gezeugt und zur Welt gebracht
habt. Wir gehören auf diese und in diese Welt. Wir wollen
nicht schlechter oder gar besser sein: GLEICHBEHANDLUNG ist es
was wir wollen! ... und wie man mittlerweile sieht: sind wir auch
bereit dafür zu kämpfen! ... und das ist auch gut so!
( *SCHMATZ :* an Wowi von hier aus, für diesen Spruch* )
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ working on my paintings is
PURE WELLNESS to me* the most relaxing thing I can imagine at
Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ * VERWILDERTES BERLIN * Der Mensch
ist eine BESTIE! Als ich vor etwa 10 Jahren hier in diese Ecke
von Schöneberg in Berlin zog, da war alles verwuchert - überall
in den Parks, in den Hinterhöfen von Häusern,... wuchs
wildes Gestrüpp. Es wirkte und es war ungepflegt, ABER es
beherbergte und gab unzähligen kleinen Vögeln und anderen
Tieren Schutz - Schutz vor der Stadt und größeren Tieren.
Sogar seltenste Tierarten wie der Mauersegler (eine kleine Schwalbenart)
brütete direkt gegenüber in den Stuckecken eines Altbauhauses.
Zuerst wurde der Park (Eisenacher Str. Ecke Fuggerstraße)
entwildert - das viele Gestrüpp mußte WEG! Das Gestrüpp
wucherte so hoch, daß sich Menschen dahinter verstecken
konnten - und das will man in einem "sauberen" Berlin
Als nächstes mußten die Nester der Mauersegler dran
glauben - mit langen Stecken haben sie die Nester vom Gebäude
geschlagen. JA, ein Gebäude muß von aussen schön
und gepflegt wirken und ausserdem kacken diese kleinen Vögel
ja auch <= dachten sich so manche.
gestern werden die unzähligen Büsche bei unserem Haus
im Hof entfernt - BRUTAL ABGESÄT würde ich es ausdrücken!
unzählige Spatzenpaare (oder Sperling nennt man diese glaube
ich hier) lebten, spielten und nisteten darin. Spatzen - diese
Tiere an welchen man messen kann wie "rein" eine Gegend
ist - Ja, Spatzen leben nur dort wo es umweltmäßig
sauber ist - aber zu ihren größten Feinden gehören
die großen Raben - diese holen sich die Neugeborenen Spatzen
und deshalb ist dieses undurchdringliche Buschwerk so wichtig.
Häuser wurden hier renoviert - es sieht sauber aus - die
Wohnungen/Häuser werden immer mehr wert und die Mieten steigen.
Der Mensch - DAS MONSTER - will es sauber und rein - da stören
Horden von Spatzen für viele nur ...
ich vermisse die Mauersegler und bald werde ich wohl auch die
wunderbare Musik der unzähligen Spatzen vor meinem Balkon
vermissen ... dann werde auch ich darüber nachdenken (freiwillig)
von hier wegzuziehen und meine Wohnung in dieser "sauberen"
Straße den Marklerhaien überlassen
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ *Good Night Everyone &
enjoy Fullmoon* I will go to bed now - I love it to have a loooong
sleep - wake up at around 3 a.m. - then eating breakfast, checking
fb,... - and at around 4 a.m. I will start to paint again, when
it is dark and peaceful outside (okokok in that area where I live
it is NOT peaceful at that time on the street ;)). --- yes, of
course I am able to sleep now, I am awake already since 3 a.m.
in the morning :)
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ one of the most asked questions
"why do paint so small size paintings?" answer "it´s
just the beginning of my 2nd year in intense painting with oil
on canvas. I started with size 24 x 30 and today I paint already
up to sizes 50 x 60 and I think this is already quite BIG :) "
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ Teddy Award : my critic: it
is ok, when the OLD creative people & their friends celebrate
themselves at the Teddy Award - I mean you started it 28 !!! years
ago ------ nobody NOBODY NOOOOBODY of my about let´s say
200 young creative international friends which are living in Berlin,
posted exciting pictures of the Teddy Award !!! they haven´t
been there and/or haven´t been invited !!! WHAT EVER IS
WRONG WITH THE TEDDY AWARD - YES, WRONG! --- THE N E W YOUNG QUEER
GENERATION IS NOT PART OF THE TEDDY ----- and THIS HAS TO CHANGE!
IMMEDIATLY! ... yes, this is my opinion^^
and *HEARTFUL CONGRATULATIONS to one of my BIIIIIIG HEROES Rosa
Von Praunheim * yes, this is a painting of your portrait, which
I took some years ago^^ wild & rough :*
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ * FOREVER YOUNG * pls may I
present you a theory: I believe that the human body is not created
for speed: driving with cars, trains and especially flying with
airplanes! almost my whole life I JUST WALK ... I feel uncomfortable
in airplanes, in cars, underground - yes, even on a bike. ---
when they built up the first trains, there have been people they
said: trains have no future because people become sick using them.
<= I think there is some truth in those words! --- stewardesses
are not allowed to work there in an old age <= this is for
a reason! --- all this has something to do with quantum physik
(<= a very intelligent friend of mine explained it to me when
I was about 22 years <= since that age I have that in my mind:
that speed & time is changing everything - EVEN A HUMAN BODY!
--- I feel good and many people say, that I look a loooot younger.
--- I JUST WALK! ... as many other people in Africa, Asia &
South America. --- Not to forget this thing with bodies in highspeed
vehicles is something very new in history of human beings. ----
of course the politics and other people will not say things like
that in public - that just walking is THE BEST - because billions
of money get earned with that industry. --- Imagine, when people
start to stop using cars, trains, airplanes,... - or use it only
when it is REALLY NECESSARY! --- enjoy the day :* ... and yes,
I just walk ...
^^ Fantasy48 The Emperor of Art ^^ *NEWS OF THE YEAR: BUAKAW is
coming to Berlin 8th & 9th. of march* --- Buakaw is perhaps
the most legendary working fighter ^^ Muhammad Ali iS boxing BRUCE
LEE IS Kung Fu and BUAKAW IS Muay Thai ^^ he will do some show
fight at the ITB at the Thailand booth *YEAAPPPAA* come too there
& see you